inside....

Friday...April 20th..Lake Ontario..22 Celsius..sunny...
seagulls... ducks..swans..dogs... airplanes..waterplanes..boats...sailing ships.... roller-skates..bikes.. couples..sleepers....lunatics...exhibitionists... peepers..dreamers.. tourists..natives...lazy people..goers...
double espresso...mineral water..du Maurier light...camera and mp3 player without battery.....
sitting on a concrete bench 2 meters by the water...a link to the colorful buzzing human chain..
feeling i deserve to be a part of this image....
reading about Hawaii,dynamites,love,socialism,moonlight effects...
i m full..so full there is nothing distinguishable inside me....i blend..i drink image snapshots..i burp thoughts..
"the mushrooms in Amsterdam...there was no sun that time.."
"She's watching Almodovar and she's bored..."
"trees have not bloomed yet.."
"oohhh..what a butt!!"
"hmmm..seagulls are very fast.."
"i have to take a photo...it's beautiful..shit..i have no batteries.."
"yes 4 mushrooms....there were four...."
"i should call her..she must be struggling to stay awake...."
.."hmm..eventually something is missing from my painting.."
......i can't remember if always something is missing..

but now i know which is the missing part:

A phone call.a link to another image.

"too much sun for one day.."
......i m smiling to my self...or with my self.....never found out which one is...

Alien looking for a corner..

i labeled this post and the previous one as "free corners"...
everyone has his own corners where he can feel free.Free from thoughts sometimes free from himself..
In my hometown i had a few corners..some benches in various places..where i could forget, i could dream,i could let off the steam.a place that relaxed my eyes and my soul.with a bottle of anything and many cigarettes.the secret entrance to my shelter,or to my paradise...a place i could share i could offer to people i love..
Today as a foreigner i needed desperately my free corner..and i could not find her..walking fast watching around for hours as i had lost something..i was ready to surrender in my nightmares that were grating my mind..Finally i see my corner...A snow covered bench without foot trails approaching it.it looks directly to CN tower.proudly standing above a frozen field and maples on each side stretch their brunches to protect it..yes she is my corner she was waiting for me..
I revealed the wet wooden surface under the snow..i sat on liquor store's bag.the Iceberg vodka warmed up my hand..lighted a cigarette..gulped some distilled snugness..
I can't tell you more...i felt free, i was free....

free Christiania(ty)

Christiania, also known as Freetown Christiania, is a partially self-governing neighbourhood of about 850 residents, covering 34 hectares (85 acres) in the borough of Christianshavnin the Denmark capital Copenhagen.
Christiania has established semi-legal status as an independent community.
Christiania's Mission Statement: "The objective of Christiania is to create a self-governing society whereby each and every individual holds themselves responsible over the well being of the entire community. Our society is to be economically self-sustaining and, as such, our aspiration is to be steadfast in our conviction that psychological and physical destitution can be averted."...
Christiania was founded in 1971, when many people from different backgrounds began to take over an area of recently abandoned Military barracks together. At the time many people in the larger Danish cities felt betrayed by the politicians, as there was a serious lack of housing. The inhabitants of the surrounding neighbourhood Christianshavn also wanted a green, open area for their children to use, away from the increasing traffic in Copenhagen. The spirit of Christiania quickly developed into one of Communism,Hippie movement and the Squatter movement.

(text above written in wikipedia)

this "town" in a few words if you not already read or seen it in the news, is besieged by police forces the last days. It's from her birth between "Government's" and now "Church's" devouring jaws..
Once more, something inexplicable for the great minds of the nations, is treated and presented(or may i say served) as Terror and Corruption...another interior fear growing in the progressive and liberal Europe...F*** you...puppies of the stuffed pockets, marionettes and you the producers of this mockery we live, warriors and lawyers of any God......





check it out...
some links..there are many more...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Freetown_Christiania
http://www.christiania.org/